Tears of Angels

my hands have grown tired

in this 17th Cadbury
the water
the lilies
ain't speak of misery
but I think it's you
 there's something in you 
 that I couldn't see.


you shouldn't have said
i'm the only one
for whom you have cried
someone whom you'd
never say goodbye.


you shouldn't have said
for you i would cry
i should have saved the rest
of my angels in life.


you shouldn't have said
for you i am your future wife
i should have kept 
the people who's loving me so right


why do i like to share
the life, the pains
you once had?


why do i like to feel
the loneliness
you keep from everyone else?


do you think
its just for nothing?
do you think 
it was for senseless playing?


it's because of my commitment.
it's because of my vow.
it's because of something you don't feel until now.

A Rose That Never Came Back

when he's a couple of years older than i am

he would look into my eyes

like words seem to pass fromthose;

like fires burning every vein 

of my sight.

  How'd he guess it's me?

  how'd he know five years has gone?

for when my lips wouldn't 

console a heart that once again broke,

he gave a love, that once was told.

and when my arms are tired

 and i could care less

he'd block my way and

never let go of his hold.

just as when my world seem to go unfair

  he showered me with petals

  that perfumes the air.

how i wish everything hasn't went wrong

 that even when seasons have gone out

 he wouldn't have been

  a rose that never came back.


written: july 8 2000
8:44-10 pm